Verdad Magazine Volume 20
Spring 2016, Volume 20
Poetry by Francesca Bell
Some Mornings
it rains
  and I fall 
  running down 
  Coyote Hill
  the earth soft 
  where I hit 
  with my hands
  and face 
  and go on 
  not knowing 
  what will become 
  of my child
  her racing pulse 
  her goodness
  that does not 
  recognize itself
  or my heart 
  the sieve 
  too much passes 
  through
  even this daughter 
  I want small enough 
  to take in my arms 
  to hold the full weight 
  of her body again
  as it burns
  with a sickness 
  I can mend
Flailing/Not Flailing
I’ve heard the drowning
are normally silent,
often still.
Some succumb
    at home—dry—
    hours later. 
What do lifeguards 
    watch for, blinking 
    back sun, bored? 
Children sink
    and bob,
    sink again.
The pool closes
    its clear door
    over them. 
Who can say
    who’s failing,
    who’s having fun,
what face 
    distress wears
    beneath the water?
BIO: Francesca Bell’s poems appear in many journals, including B O D Y Literature, New Ohio Review, North American Review, Poetry Northwest, Prairie Schooner, and River Styx. She won the 2014 Neil Postman Award for Metaphor from Rattle. Her translations from the Arabic, with Noor Nader Al Abed, appear in Berkeley Poetry Review, Circumference, and Laghoo.
